It is always our constant struggle to understand ourselves, our emotions and our needs so that we resolve our future aspirations for ourselves. When I am pressed with solitude, I tend to understand myself better. Life has offered me many complex situations, forcing me to live by myself ... most of the time by choice and now by force...Likewise, if U wish to seek solitude and understand yourself better, it is a noble deed. Yet, why is it that this solitude is plunging me into darkness? Understanding is an attempt to bridge the gap, and not to create a divide.
It is my determination to seek a fresh start to our lives, an understanding with which I wish us to proceed forward, but it is unfortunate sometimes when I wish to move ahead and seek to see the world afresh, you are not willing to let go...you who matter to me, my future.. you stand as the sole reason for me to smile today, only hope in my otherwise grief struck life. New year's eve as I have come to believe is an occasion to let go and seek life afresh...life full of happiness and trust...Today, I seek a new beginning, a life full of happiness.. filled with U every moment...
Union of 'U' and 'I' in thought and deed is all that I call for ..I wish to make our lives happy. Union seeks an 'U' and 'I' for its completion. I am waiting here on the same bench...The sensation of life released from fragrance of flowers fail to breathe life into my dying soul. All I need is 'U' , for me to seek fresh air, feel the warmth of the morning breeze... I sit here...waiting for you ... be my reason to live or allow me to die...
Yours passionately,
I...
